Babies Born May 2006 #49

[~shazz~]

Kim ~ i've been thinking of youall night too hope everything is fine .. hang in there
Sara ~ well it is nice to have you back though i'm sad to hear you and Brent are having trouble again glad Briley is on the mend that must have been horrible for you all
ok must go i just popped on to see how kim was i'll be back later

[~Kim~]

Sara hun that's so sad about you and Brent. Chin up hun. Look at all you've achieved. I'm positive you'll make the best decision for you and the girls. Poor Briley too!!!

I went to the Doc this morning. Waited over an hour and a half. Have u/s at 12.30. Will let you know.

Love

[Ilithyia]

Thinking of you today Kim!

[~shazz~]

all my thoughts and wishes are with you Kim

[~Leanne~]

Thinking of you Kim.

[Tannis]

Sara: Great to hear from you! Sorry to hear about you and Brent, you're right though with Briley being old enough to understand arguing....I can see what Jayden is like when Chris and I argue. Maybe time apart might bring you closer together in the near future....we are all here to listen and support you either way!

Kim: Goes for you too! You would have had your U/S by now, I hope everything went ok....Anyway thinking of you, I will pop in later to see if you have posted.

[widdly]

sara - Hi, great to hear from you again, glad shazz isn't stinky anymore! Poor Briley, it must have been so awful to see her miserable in hospital, glad she is better now. ust be gorgeous to see the girls play together. Im sorry to hear that things aren't perfect between you and Brent, big well done though for making a decision and moving forward for th happiness of all of you, you are such a beautiful strong woman and you are gonna be great out on your own.

kim - you would have had your u/s by now, lots of love to you, wish i could be there to hold your hand.

Archie screamed in his bedroom til 11pm last night, we gave in and bought him to bed with us, there is only so long you can sit and listen to your own child scream hysterically (we did go in to him regularly btw), dont know what to do with this kid, Jay really doesn't like sharing our bed with him, so...bugger me, i feel snookered!

[~Kim~]

I'm here. The baby passed away 3 weeks ago.

Thankyou for all you thoughts. I didn't cry in the ultrasound, I felt protected.

[~shazz~]

Oh Kim Hunny i am so sorry if there is anything i can do and i mean anything please let me know i'lll always be a shoulder here for you when ever you need one i'll PM

[Ilithyia]

Oh Kim.....I am so sorry honey.

You are a strong amazing woman. I am sending loads of love and kisses to you.

I believe your baby was there protecting you.

Take Care

Fly away with the angels little one!

[Tannis]

Oh hun, I am so sorry to hear! Did you go on your own or was Cam able to come home? You are very strong Chic....remember we are here for you! oxox

[mrsmac]

Oh Kim- huge hugs to you darling, I wish we were closer Erin and I would rush over (as I am sure would all of us) Can we do anything????? If you need to talk I am a phone call away.

[~Kim~]

Thankyou all of you.

I'm actually pretty good. I've had a cry, but it wasn't unexpected. I just knew something was wrong. The sonographer (who is actually the wife of someone Cam works with) rang just now to check on me, and I have to say i am heartened that so much good will exists. I'm going to have a bit of time off work (as I'm pretty sure the stress of filling 2 part time positions for the last month has something to do with my mood) and not think about anything except the future. i'm not too uncomfortable, but will be glad when the D&C is over and done with.
Selfish as it sounds I'm glad I can just be by myself for a bit. I'm not great with fussing.
My poor mum though. My dad is currently in having a hip replacement. Him and Mum were so anxious as it was and I rang her to tell her an hour before his op. She was buying a snadwich and burst into tears in the cue.

[~Kim~]

Hey Leanne, how did all your tests go?

[~Leanne~]

Oh darling I am so so sorry. I wish you still lived close so I could come and give you a big hug.

Tests came back all clear. Hormones etc all good. (being on the pill might have something to do with that, der)
Aparently the doctor thinks that a sugar level two hours after the glucose at 11 is normal.
I do have a fatty liver, but basically was told it is because I am fat. Aparently a liver tonic won't do a thing.
When I asked re my weight he said I need to exercise more.
I am already on the cross trainer from 5 to 5.30 am every morning.

Sigh

So I am back to just trying to diet and exercise more.
Anyone think a naturopath is a good idea

This PCOS is killing me



Kim, anything I can do, pls call

[~Kim~]

THankyou i will.

I saw the naturopath in the High St Health Food Shop. She is an iridologist as well. I wish I could find someone around here.....so yes I think it's a great idea. i'm all for natural therapies.

[~shazz~]

Leanne ~ yes i do off you go to a natropath it can't hurt i was put on metformin fro PCOS i ended up losing weight on that has your doctor suggested anything like that maybe you need to see a fertility specialist that is savvy in PCOS treatments even if you don't want to fall straight away it can't hurt to get your body mind and soul ready and holy smackers 11 BSL after 2 hours what was that doctor on i have been having episodes of extreme low BSL then moderatly high for the next one not nice i hate feeling like that all shakey and weird yet apparently i have nothing wrong with my BSL's so i just wanted to give you a hug also and hang in there maybe get a second opinion

[~Kim~]

I can't sleep. i have been awake since 3.30...had 2 hot milk drinks....couldn't bare to part with Darcy last night so she is snoring away in my bed...and it's soooo cold i've got the AC on already.