Yep monday is D Day for me i become a real nursing student and as nervous as hell have a great night tonight you lucky thing have fun ( gees i wish we had a social life i'm sick of sitting at home every weekend )
oh tania ~ you have every right to be peeved seriously what is he thinking what happens if you need to go to hospital ..... i'm angry with you ..... if it had of been me i would have poured that rum and coke out and told him to grow the &^$# up lets hope it all happens tomorrow and he has the worse hang over imaginable and then you make sure you scream loud and clear in his ear while using his neck as leverage to get into a better position for the birth lol
tania - im sitting here next to Jay who read your post too and his jaw hit the floor, he can't believe how selfish he is being either, you certainly have every right to be bloody angry!! The niggles you have had today sure sound promising, yay
shazz - No need to be nervous Shazz, your a top chick everyone will love you just like we do and you'll do super at the course. LOL, i don't really have a social life, we just got home, sorta turned out to be a very quiet relaxed night, was nice though.
I'm way too nice for my own good! He is on his way home now I think but he has had too much to drink to be able to drive me anywhere. Don't think anything will happen tonight but Shazz I agree I hope he has a killer hang over and I go into labour tomorrow at its peak. I am so lucky he has heaps of family around that I can call on and MIL is only a few mins drive away.
I am SOOOOO upset now....Chris has just walked in and he looks worse than death!!! He doesn't drink often and he doesn't usually look drunk when he's had a few too many.... I can't BELIEVE how $hit he looks! He said he felt sick...I've told him he's not to spew in my toilet or sleep in my room....I have not seen him like this for years! He is going to pay bad tomorrow....think I need to do some vacuuming tomorrow. OMG I am fuming so bad!! I can't believe even HE can be this irresponsable! It only shows he doesn't care!
***TMI WARNING*** Sorry I have to vent! Don't need to read if you don't want to just have to get it out....
Just when you thought it couldn't get worse! I walked into the ensuite at about 2am as Chris had been in there since he got home, he was passed out on the toilet spew everywhere. I slammed the door and just cried, I can't believe he has gotten himself into this state! I eventually went to bed and he came out at 3am I think it was and tried to get into bed, I told him he's not to get in he has to sleep on the couch and has to have a shower. So he got in the shower and I somehow fell asleep, an hour and 20mins later I woke up and heard the shower still going....got out of bed to tell him to get out only to find that he must have been only the drain and it has flooded the bathroom and my bedroom! He said it was my fault for making him get in the shower!! My hospital bags are all wet, more than half my bedroom and robe is soaked in water! I went to get my bags off the wet carpet and on to the tiles only I slipped (wet feet on tiles aren't so good), luckily I don't think I have harmed the baby at all but my back is pretty sore now. Anyway I won't say everything I said to him but I have told him I can't take it anymore, he has stuffed up big time and if Jayden wasn't around I would have left already. I said as soon as Jayden is up we are going (not that I should have to go anywhere). I said its going to be sad that the baby isn't going to know its dad. Not sure how much I will go through with but I am just so upset and angry right now and its frustrating that I can't do anything about it because I am too pregnant. I want to get on a plane and go back to Melb but obviously I can't do that right now. I don't wan to give birth by myself but its looking like I am going to. I have had just over an hours sleep, he keeps asking me why I'm not going to sleep because there is nothing he can do to fix anything right now....I said I can't sleep I'm a little stressed . He is now sleeping in my bed until I get there because its too cold in the lounge....I gave him a choice, either the lounge or outside...which is colder?? He just asked me if his sister brought over the lens too and I said it didn't matter as there will be no one at the birth to take photos anyway....he had no comment to that. **** I have no idea what to do now!! Thanks for reading if you got this far.
Oh Tania I am so sorry, he has been a complete dhead, I cannot believe he would do this when you are 40+ wks pg. I think either he sorts himself out fast or you get out of there, he needs to grow up and you don't have to suffer in the mean time.
I wish one of us could get there for you, please take care of yourself, you are the one that mattters atm. Get a relative to come and mind Jayden and you go and REST.
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***TMI WARNING*** Sorry I have to vent! Don't need to read if you don't want to just have to get it out....
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