***TMI WARNING*** Sorry I have to vent! Don't need to read if you don't want to just have to get it out....
Just when you thought it couldn't get worse! I walked into the ensuite at about 2am as Chris had been in there since he got home, he was passed out on the toilet spew everywhere. I slammed the door and just cried, I can't believe he has gotten himself into this state! I eventually went to bed and he came out at 3am I think it was and tried to get into bed, I told him he's not to get in he has to sleep on the couch and has to have a shower. So he got in the shower and I somehow fell asleep, an hour and 20mins later I woke up and heard the shower still going....got out of bed to tell him to get out only to find that he must have been only the drain and it has flooded the bathroom and my bedroom! He said it was my fault for making him get in the shower!! My hospital bags are all wet, more than half my bedroom and robe is soaked in water! I went to get my bags off the wet carpet and on to the tiles only I slipped (wet feet on tiles aren't so good), luckily I don't think I have harmed the baby at all but my back is pretty sore now. Anyway I won't say everything I said to him but I have told him I can't take it anymore, he has stuffed up big time and if Jayden wasn't around I would have left already. I said as soon as Jayden is up we are going (not that I should have to go anywhere). I said its going to be sad that the baby isn't going to know its dad. Not sure how much I will go through with but I am just so upset and angry right now and its frustrating that I can't do anything about it because I am too pregnant. I want to get on a plane and go back to Melb but obviously I can't do that right now. I don't wan to give birth by myself but its looking like I am going to. I have had just over an hours sleep, he keeps asking me why I'm not going to sleep because there is nothing he can do to fix anything right now....I said I can't sleep I'm a little stressed . He is now sleeping in my bed until I get there because its too cold in the lounge....I gave him a choice, either the lounge or outside...which is colder?? He just asked me if his sister brought over the lens too and I said it didn't matter as there will be no one at the birth to take photos anyway....he had no comment to that. **** I have no idea what to do now!! Thanks for reading if you got this far.