i will put Aston jiving on Facebook I think. I will do it later today, when I am feeling remotely human. Aston was up for most of the night, and I feel like I have been hit by a bus. plus my short reprieve from pain has finished. Af is about to arrive, and so the pain begins.... god I feel very over everything today. Sorry - I know I have a lot to be thankful, but its hard to dig deep when your tired and cranky and in pain....

think I will sleep when the boy goes back to bed. maybe then I will feel better. fingers crossed!