i'm having a really down day today. evie's still sniffly and i really miss her, i know she's unwell but she's so grizzly and wont go to sleep, i just got so frustrated with her that i yanked the wrap and scared her so she cried, making me feel like the worst mum ever. i'm running on minimal sleep, my skin's gone to the ****s, we've got financial issues and i just overall feel like everything is so out of my control that i just cant enjoy anything at the moment. i hate sitting at home but i dont want to go out, everyone is irritating me. i dont know, im just so over it. at least the days nearly over