personal question time...

how are things between you and your DH/DP?

i feel like i'm slipping down a dark hole where the 'baby nurses' go - and that the 'me' that was, isn't, anymore. it sucks.

DTD couldn't be less appealing and is not likely to happen round here any time soon.

i can't complain about how much dh does round the house and for the boy but i've still got the ****s up with him... can't say why exactly.

perhaps it's that james will absorb every last molecule of love and attention that i have in me and then there's nothing left for me, DH or anyone else. eep.