Viv - I'm hearin' ya!

My DH does plenty around here, he cooks for me etc. but I always just feel like I'm alone all the time. Yesterday we went to a friends place for Australia Day, there were a few of us there, but I just felt so detached from everyone, like I was on another planet...one that only Max & I live on! Sometimes I think that even though DH does things around the house, I want him to be more involved with Max. If he takes Max off my hands for a bit, he will sit in front of the TV watching the cricket with Max next to him. If I speak...he doesn't hear! I guess I get excited about things Max does and DH doesn't think it's as much of a big deal...so I think there is something wrong with HIM!

Anyway, I left the party early yesterday and DH didn't even get out of the pool to say goodbye to us....this morning he said it was because he didn't want everyone to see him (he's self concious about his bod!)....so it seems to me he cares more about what his mates think....sigh!! Max was in bed by 7:30pm so I just sat around with Charlie (the dog) bored out of my mind watching tv. I guess I just need a bit of quality time!! DH didn't get home till about 1am totally Pi$$ed and just plain annoying. This morning he said he felt bad, but I just wish he would think about that BEFORE he gets to the point of having to be sorry about it...KWIM?

Sorry everyone, that was a totally selfish whinge! Feel better now though