Evening all,

E is fast asleep and I am exhausted too so I will be heading to bed soon. I'm staying up cooking a meal for my friend who just had a buby. This is her third and this time she managed to keep it inside until 35 weeks (which is longer than her other 2). I think all is well though. Hopefully I will see them soon.

Re- bub #2. I really want to have one but not just yet. We said that we will start trying when Ethan turns 1. We still want a big family even though E is very challenging. I am a bit nervous about it though. It was hard enough to cope with a newborn with only us to worry about. Next time I'm sure it wont be so easy. And to have another bub in this tiny house is a thought that completely freaks me out. Can't afford to move just yet so will have to tuff it out for a while.

Exciting news - Ethan is now pulling himself up into a kneeling position to play. He's been doing it for about a week. He is growing too fast. He has entered the separation anxiety phase and stresses every time I leave the room (even if dh) is there. He follows me around the house now too as well as says "mum" and reaches out for me. Oh it is nice to be loved!!!

Night All