Actually Maz no Im having a crap day thanks for asking, absolute crap...my lift in my building didnt work all day and I got stuck outside finally got back in after I had a panic attack.. spent the next few hours recovering and when Julia slept I slept. Now DH is home and we have chores to do and nothing in the house to eat... and what do you know he is sleeping.... grrrr so im over everything at the moment. Of course DH didnt care I was locked outta the house this morning he was working...he didnt care I had a panic attack.. thank god mum answered her phone and helped me. Im sick of having all this anxiety I just want it to go away.

Thanks for the 5 months wishes for Julia girls

Rikki - I hope Ainsleigh feels better soon mate..

Back later when Im feeling a little better