I went to the ob today and she did a scan and the 2nd baby has died. There is no heartbeat and it is slightly smaller than the last scan. The ob said that my scan last week showed a lot of bleeding around this baby, I just wish someone had told me something wasnt quite right then. The sonographer said everything looked great. So now I am a massive mix of emotions. I am happy that I have one strong baby, but am mourning the loss of the other one. I have developed migraines this afternoon and convulsive vomiting, I just dont know how to deal at the moment.

Sorry guys, I need some time out for awhile. Please stay well. I have an appointment in 2weeks to check the baby again so will update you all soon.

Love