lol so its 12:14 and still no sleep we had some of my dads friends who are kinda becoming our friends come over with their bub who was born oct 31st (the one i talked about being in nicu for a while) shes so beautiful and full of smiles and giggles already!! wow her and ash are so different, this little girl is really fair and still looks tiny in comparison tear my little girl is growing up so fast!! it was nice to get together with another couple with a baby and everyone had such a good time we are probably going to have what weve called a "baby new years" lol.. her name is lorelei love the spelling so pretty!!!
oh and more good news the house we are living in with my dad and his g/f has an extra room at the front of the house which is full of stuff atm and we have just been told after christmas they will clear it out and we can use it!! still figuring out how its all gonna work out atm but more space yay!!! and no need to feel stressed about moving asap things are looking up
arte - although sleep deprived i am doing much better emotionally than i was... swimming is a good idea hadnt thought of it.. someone told me not to before her needles are finiushed but so many ppl tell u so many diff things i cant keep up!!