Hello Ladies hope you all had a lovely day. Me on the other hand...I had a shocker. First we went to a babes in arm movie session with a mum's group I have been to a few times. The movie was great (Juno) but afterwards when we were having coffee, no kidding two of the ladies laid into me about putting Maddie into childcare to return to work. I felt SO humiliated and upset. I literally got home and walked through the front door and burst into tears. All day I have been feeling like a terrible mum, I came so close to handing in my resignation today for work and cancelling childcare. Then on top of that, our Real Estate Agent tried to rip us off an extra $2500 with his commission. I had a big argument with him, which is so unlike me I am not a confronting person, but I was fuming to say the least. I have explained the whole story in the boo hoo section if anyone is interested. Something good happened as well though lol, a lady at DP's work passed on a baby bjorn carrier and a bright starts activity center to us as her bub is almost 2 and has outgrown them. Isnt that nice!!

Anyway enough about me and my horrible day lol.

Pregpan - Good luck tomorrow, no doubt you will shed a few tears, but Noah will be fine. He will love it. The carers are well trained and they genuinely love babies/kids, otherwise they wouldnt be working in a child care centre. Maddie gets cuddled all day, some of the girls from the other rooms come in to give her cuddles throughout the day. I'm sure it will be the same with Noah! Good idea starting him off on half days too.

Marydean - Wow you are creative, making a BFing bracelet. Have you seen the necklaces that you can get as well, they are more for the bub though, apparently they play with them while feeding. How cute!

Arte - Lol it was like that when we went to school, I remember mum filling out forms on the day that school started. So many things to think of with children!

Cally - How long till your sis pops and does she know what she is having?

Sherie - Yep two days, it is very very hard leaving Maddie. I think thats why I got so upset about the comments that the ladies made today at mums group, its like they think I have no heart. I love Maddie to pieces and in a perfect world I'd never leave her. I'm only working to help out with our mortgage. You have to do what you have to do and I think the mums in the group today, being 30+, forget that they all bought their houses years ago when I was still in high school. We have only just started out and have had to spend double what they have. Anyway enough of my ranting, very emotional today lol.

I am beginning to think LP's computer has blown up or something, very unlike her to be away for so long! I hope thats all it is.

Sorry for everyone that I have missed, I think I need to go to bed hehe.