FO3 I know how you feel, I cant put PK down when he is sleeping, thank god he is ok at night, but as we co-sleep I think its only because I am in bed too... In the day if I want him to have a good sleep then it has to be in my arms as if I put him down even in the rocker he will wake up within minutes... and then will only last a few minutes until he starts grizzling and wants to be held again...

Thank you all I am doing fine, i just get a little why me every now and then, i mean we TTc for 16mth for PK I thought we were in this together, I had not ever thought I would have to do this all on my own... But this is my life and I am getting on with it, life is pretty good, I love PK so much, and I am enjoying every moment with him while I can, as I will have to look into doing a course soon so I can find work, as the spp just doesnt cut it

PK gave me 7 hrs last night... I feel almost human again... I felt so good I have been scrubing the house, the winkies rooms actully look like bedrooms again, I set up PK's cot in DS's room, ( not that he will be using it for a while yet, I am not ready to kick him out of my bed yet ) I even mowed the lawn, feels nice to have a clean house again, It bloody better stay this way!

I even got to go out without ANY winkies last night, my darling big brother was nice enough to offer to look after them ALL so I could go cluck over my sisters new baby boy... it was a bit weird not to have him ( I think this was why PK slepted so well last night because he was awake from 6 until 9.30 ) My brother even cleaned up the back deck... what a sweetheart...

crumpet what a little super star you have there, well done to summah...
am so glad ur doing better hun!

how awsome is your brother!! does he have any kids?? coz if not that maks him even more awsome!!

thanks, we are VERY lucky!

Hello girls!
Thanks for all the empathy over MIL situation. They are off back to Scotland tomorrow and I kinda have mixed emotions. They've bugged me no end but they are good people and I get sad that they won't see their grandaughter more often.
We had Katherine's naming ceremony today and it was beautiful! Mum brought over my old christening dress and she wore that for the ceremony and then changed into a dress from Scotland for the rest of the morning. She was good as gold, didn't cry during the ceremony at all and only grizzled a bit later. Big day for her though, she went down to bed at 1 after everyone had left, was due a feed at 2 but has missed it and is still sleeping! Must have needed it poor little dab!
We're still struggling a little with the reflux. She has a lot of trouble with her throat and mouth as she developed thrush from all the acid and her throat is red raw, we have a friend who is a GP and she looked her over today and says she seems to be on the mend but the throat will take a fair while to completely heal so not to panic if she's still grizzly, doesn't mean that the zantec isn't working. I feel so bad when she cries, it's hard to look at such a small baby and know she's in pain and you can't help.

Crumpet- Happy to hear DH has come around on the idea of number 2. We've decided that as soon as the pill has controlled the bleeding I'll come off it and we'll start trying, we'll try 6 months naturally before going back to the FS. It would be awesome if we could fall naturally!
glad to hear the IL's are heading home so u can settle into a normal life again!
glad katherines ceremony was beautiful, sounds like it tired her out though!
poor little mite with her reflux hope it improves soon....

yeah im rapt he has agreed to it, it wont be happening anytime soon im just not mentally ready to do another pregnancy just yet!
how exciting you guys will try naturally! ill cross my fingers for you to fall naturally this time!

Hello!!! Long time no see... i'm terrible at this game! lol
your still alive!!!


shoot baby is awake gotta finish off later!