wIllow, i totally agree with you - I had tons of guests in the beginning but they were all my familky andf very close friends so I did not mind as much and even then I got tired of it! I can understand you wanting some silence...sometimes you just don't want to shower or wake up ealry in the moirning (if bub gives you a sleep in) and having guests there is just unsettling for you and harry! MIL should really ask first...I think DH needs to be the one saying something, not you. You don't need the added stress of having a falling out with MIL. Good luck and luckily it is almost over! Yay for the extension!

Suz, the time totally flies! Eva is 3 months today!!!!!!!!!!! Whoa! I cannot believe it!

Beany, I don't know of any mother's groups, but sunday we are having everyone over our house from the prenatal class with their bubs But there are only a few people in that group I would like to see again (which I am going to do next week) so I'll probably end up forming my own little group. I actually am lucky to have three friend with young babies at the moment and two girls I'd like to get closer to from my mother's group and through friends so working on getting a little network started.

Just a quick update since I would like to get in a workout before my friend comes for lunch...I gave eva the medicine this morning - it is in a liquid form and very bitter so the doctor told me to drop it into the back of her cheek...it was the worst experience of my life thus far...i had to give her a bit by bit since it is 3 ml and a bit much for one swallow...so he first one went down then she got all bug eyed and gagged because it tastes nasty, I tried to go in for the second and she started screaming and trying to get ot out but of course she can't since it is in the back of her cheek (he said not to put it on the tongue because she can push it out)...the third drop she basically choked on the damn stuff and started tearing and gagging and trying to cough but nothing was coming out...she jept gasping for air and I freaked out and put her on my lap and tapped her back and tipped her forward to try to helpo the stuuf out and she was just gasping for air...I called DH hysterical and he ran up (our office is on the ground floor of our building so he works in the same building) and I was trembling and did not know what to do. She was super silent by then but breathing normally...But I was so worried that I got fluid in her lungs or something and that she would get an infection or I don't know what other ideas got into my head...By the time DH came up he said look she's fine and I said no she is not even crying for food - she was whinig for food when i got her out of bed...She seemed too silent...Then she let out a big laugh...so I felt relieved. I ask DH to stay with me while I fed her and he did so she ate and was all smiley for a change, no pain no squirming - this works...Then when I chnaged sides she let out a burp that sounded like vomiting or something so I got all stressed again that she had something blocked in her chest...In any case, I told DH I will call him from now on to do it...I don't know how I will give her the medicine...I was crying while feeding her and all stressed out. Nothing is scarier than seeing your baby staring at you bug eyed and not breathing...I wanted to die. My heart is still in my throat right now. I hope it won't be like this tomorrow or else I really can't handle doing this for two months

Anyway, I just had to get that out. I am feeling so bad for doing that to her

Off to exercise then have a friend over for lunch.

xoxo