Dee: jade had her needles today too, poor little thing was smiling at the nurse and then got jabbed and her face went bright red and she opened her mouth and you know when they cry so hard no noise comes out except for a gurgling noise? omg she was so red and sad but i told her its good for her, dont think she cared but it made me feel better
she was very grumpy for a couple hours, she was due for a nap when i took her for her shots so that stuffed things up even more, just got her off to sleep now after a good feed and a huge poo (she only goes every 2 or 3 days so that wouldve added to her grumpy mood!)

since last week shes been waking for a feed about 3 or 4am so im guessing a growth spurt, but she sleeps well apart from that (went straight to sleep after bottle at 9pm, slept til 3am, went back after her bottle til 830am, so i cant really complain.

something i CAN complain about is XP, he is being a real pr.ck!!!! says he wants jade one night a week but i just dont trust him...my social worker is seeing me every week and we are mulling over the decision of whether or not to put a VRO on him. and he was putting $30 a week into jades account (not much i know but it was enough to cover formula and nappies) and now hes not putting any in, he says he has no money (even though im still paying all the utilities bills even though im not living there anymore!) fk i hate him so much!!!!