Oh Taurean hun.

Don't be so hard on yourself. We are all still learning. I hate not knowing why Frazer is unsettled but we'll all get the hang of it in the end. Probably doesn't help that you're most likely worried how you'll cope with DH back at work. DH spent Saturday/ Sunday night away from home and didn't get home till 3 this morning. I wont say you'll be fine, but you will cope as you have already shown that you can.

Fingers crossed that you can get some sleep sometime today.