I don't have a real interest in dtd at the moment, but I'm not sure if that's only because I have it in my head that it's going to hurt so I don't enjoy doing it?
I soooo KWYM. It has taken me over a year to get excited at the thought of dtd at all, let alone initiate it! More often than not, it was about keeping DH happy. Now though, it is more about me too. I'm not sure when exactly that happened! But it did, and things are great now. So hang in there, and hopefully things will come good sooner for you than they did for me