Ok Nai, I get what you mean now! So I just have the capacity as well as the will to believe? Whereas my DH kinda wants to believe but he doesn't really yet, he's the type of person who is really skeptical about everything and needs like solid proof whereas I'm more the kind of person who will believe without evidence, which also makes me quite gullible at times, rofl. One way isn't right or wrong, just different types of ppl.

Starbright, I can't remember what atheist and agnostic means but I think one of them is where you believe in something you just don't know what it is? Or that you don't know if there is a God or not so you don't believe He exists but you don't believe He doesn't exist. haha, I don't know if that makes any sense but maybe you're that one, whichever one it is. Maybe someone else knows. I think I'll google now.

ETA- lol, by the time I typed it the question has been answered for me, now I understand, thanks!