Yes I have thought about that at times. Thinking about how much my little angel depends on me and how I just want to be around for him until he is all grown up with grandchildren of his own hehe. I absolutely adore my son and I know that no one would be able to look after him or love him like I can. The thought of something happening to me scares me so much and we are hopeless in that we have still got our unfinished will here because we have NO ONE we would feel comfortable leaving our baby with if something happened to us so that's a real concern and something that deeply bothers me. I just am hoping that the universe keeps me here long enough to fulfill my motherly duties and raise my baby into a strong and happy person as I still have a long long time ahead of me which I have such an impact and importance in my child/rens life.


Sent from my iPhone more than likely while I should be doing something else!