It's odd really, I don't worry about me dying but I worry about DH dying or the kids dying. I have no idea how I would go on if either of those things were to happen or how the kids would cope if those things were to happen.

I guess I don't worry so much about myself because I won't be here anymore so that would be DH's thing to deal with. I don't like the idea of my kids losing either parent and hurting, but if DH was to die or they were to lose a sibling, that is the pain I would have to deal with, if that makes sense.