danek don't you DARE apologise!! Never NEVER apologise for how you feel about your beautiful son leaving so soon or what you are going through now.

Every woman on this site, and the men too, has found the love and support of a thousand hearts all across the world here. A thousand pairs of eyes read our words, a thousand tears wept with ours, a thousand prayers sent up for us. All we here can do is listen, is grieve with you, is think of you and hope for your tomorrow to feel easier.

You cannot burden us by doing what we are HERE to do. Women like you are such an inspiration to us all, the mothers with the hardest job of all. You have no idea the difference it has made to people, you sharing your story. I have read stories such as yours and RELISHED the challenges of single parenthood, because i know how lucky i am.

I have lit a candle for your beautiful son. I hope you find some peace in sleep even just for a few hours.

Thinking of you.

Bec