I am so sorry for your loss. I am sure you will find some comfort from this forum as many of us have. I have a work colleague who has just gone through something similar to what has happened to you (with just two weeks to go) and we are all so worried about him (and his wife) and what to say to him when he returns to work as none of us have dealt with such a late loss before. I hope you have good friends and family who will rally around you to give you the support you need, but if not, I know you will find it here.