Did you ever feel

[StrawberryMumma]

Well, I will pray that time flies by for you, and while you are waiting may your heart and mind grow in strength.

You truly have a lot to look forward to..hold onto that. xx

[tears_of_joy]

I too pray that time flies for you or DF has a change of heart.

You definately dont sound like a sooky sob! Its a very difficult situation to be in and sometimes you need to have a good cry, i know i spent a lot of time crying too.

Does DF know how you feel?

And always remember even if DD stops calling you mummy you will always be a mummy, a wonderful one at that.

Hope you fell a little better soon. put aside some time to Take care of YOU
HUGS

[Kitt3n]

i try to talk to df and he doesnt hear me - he only thinks about whats in his head, not how suffocating and choking and just damn horrible this is. I know some of his reasons for wanting to wait make sense, but to me most of the reasons he gives are completely irrelevant.

As it is it looks like we could be in our home in the next 6-12 months, and i really dont know how the hell i can get through waiting that long If the fear of trying again has built up so much in the last few months, how petrified will i be by then?

why does it matter soooo much to be in our house - its (the house) is going to happen anyway, why cant we try anyway?

[StrawberryMumma]

You should tell him that you should start trying a couple of months before you are due to move. Then hopefully you are pregnant and can move into your new house, with a new happy and healthy pregnancy underway. So you can enjoy the special time of living in the new house, rather then having all the worry and stress of TTC.

[Kitt3n]

Thanks Lee , i think that might be a good angle to try to take

[Possums]

I just wanted to wish you the best of luck and send you best wishes. It's hard. Life can be unfair. It's natural to feel all kinds of emotions, so don't apologise for that. Hang in there. I really wish the best for you.