Rozzie,
I am so sorry and saddened to hear about the loss of your perfect angel baby Edward Thomas.
Please be kind to yourself, allow youself to grieve... and most of all please know there are many of us here who have shed a tear or 100 for you and your beautiful baby.

After losing my son Noah in Feb 2006, all I could do is cry... so I cried until it hurt, and I screamed when I needed to scream... and I was angry when I felt like my heart was torn from me and taken away with my baby. It is a pain that no one should feel, and sadly many of us have and do.
Thinking of you and keeping you in my heart and prayers
Lisa