As expected, miracles just are not meant for me. I was not suprised to see 2 lifeless blobs today but still doesn't make things any easier at all. Had surgery very late last night and have woken today feeling empty and lost. The m/s has subsided enormously which I guess is good but also a sad reminder that all is truly lost. We will have these babies tested but my gut feeling is that there will be no answers, yet again!
I am not sure what to do or where to turn atm. i just want the pain GONE! Will probably speak to one of the IVF councellors at some stage but not really up to it right now. Finding it hard to even come in here as so many reminders of pg and of all my lost angels.