Emily, I am so sorry hun for your loss, it is a terrible heartache. Losing a much wanted pregnancy is devastating to say the least, a lot of us women have travelled down this road too. I lost my son at 20 weeks almost four and a half months ago, I was half way through my pregnancy. I sought councelling almost straight away (and am still going to my sessions as I would love to have another baby and she is helping to prepare me mentally) and a lady from Sids and Kids rings me every month or so to check on me, God bless her for all her support. I guess I knew my life was getting back to some sort of 'normality' about 2 months after I lost my baby. The smile will return to your face, and you'll learn how to laugh again. For now you will grieve for you baby, and when you have accepted and dealt with your loss, you'll find that life does go on.
I wish for your heart to heal soon, and for life to be enjoyable again.
Beata xxx