hi

Sorry you are having to through this right now, it is the most devastating life changing experince that can happen to anyone.
We are all here for you.
I lost my daughter full term at 2 days old, six weeks ago, and I find it hard each minute of every day.
But as the other ladies have mentioned the support groups are great and just been able to tell your precious little boys story to someone will help. They are quite happy to hear the story as many times as you need to tell it.