Mel, my sweet Mel,

I've said this before and I'll say it again, you are a better mother than I'll ever be. You made the ultimate sacrifice for your son Joshua by letting him go. Only an amazing mother could make such a heart breaking decision.

I will forever admire you.

You know that I am here for you and your DH. As the days pass I will not falter in my support. I promise to be with you through those dark moments, those moments of rage, confusion, overwhelming sadness. I will also be there when the sun rays start to shine upon your face again.

I thank you for the honour of meeting your son, he is and always will be a beautiful baby boy. I love him as if he is my own. I will never forget either of your boys. They have each had a huge impact on my life and I will remember them forever.

With my love, support, understanding and deepest sadness.

Love Spring
Bulldog.