Lestyrox honey I am so sorry you joined under these circumstances but take heart that we are all here for you. Take some time to grieve the loss of your little darling.
I suffered a m/c in March and was heart broken, especially when the sonographer said it was twins. My Dh and i decided we would wait 3 - 6 months but the big man upstairs had other plans...and well I fell pg straight away. As happy as I was, It took me a very long time to except my new pregnancy because I didnt really grieve my twins. My ever so beautiful husband and eldest son decided we should name them and make a gardern in their honour. It helped me so much.
I hope your heart is mending, even if its only slowly and remember there are many women here that hear your pain and sadness....dont be a stranger and feel free to chat to any of us at any time.