lestrox,
hi, I hope you are feeling a little better now, I just wanted to let you know that as horrible as it sounds and as much as at the moment it probably sounds trite, but these things really do happen for a reason.
when I had my mc earlier this year, I just wanted to know why, I trawled the net for hours reading every single piece of information I could find on miscarriage and loss. but it never really answered my questions, luckily I also happened across belly belly and it has been here that I have found the support and answers i so desperately needed. I hope that you too will find this to be true.
I couldnt even think about ttc afterwards, we had tried for 18 mths before that to conceive, I joined the ttc after mc and loss thread, the girls there are fantastic and they were my inspiration in finally deciding that yes, I could do this.again.
also, I dont know if its any help but the chance of having another mc is relatively low, apparantly most women go on to have healthy pregnancies. I like to remind myself of that, alot.
all the best with your future ttc.
feel free to come and chat, even if still debating ttc.
becxxx