hi

I am so sorry you are having to go through this, it is the worst thing that can happen to any parent.
I have just lost my daughter at 41 weeks, she lived for 2 days. The feelings you are going through are a normal part of grieving, you will miss your beautiful little baby boy Jai always, although as time goes on with less raw pain.
Try and find ways to remember him, use the photo's and make a scrapbook, find a poem you like for him, write a letter about how much you miss him, waht you plans were for him, about the pregnancy and put it in a memory box/or the scrapbook for him, you will treasure this in the future.
People can be insensitive, excuse them their ignorance, nobody can understand what we are going through, you need to have been there.
Don't feel guilty for wanting another child, another baby can't replace him, but it natural to want what has been taken from you.
Try and get refered to a counsellor, it really does help to talk to someone, or ring Bonnie Babes or Sids and Kids, google them and they have a helpline, you can talk about Jai as much as you want.
Hope you are getting through this pain,
Take care