My silent miscarrige

[mandyr]

Thanks eveyone for all your responses. I was doing well until today. A friend from work brought her baby in for the first time, she was born 4/27. I thought I was ready for it, so when I saw her in the hallway, I wanted to see the baby. I broke down I felt so bad! I didn't mean to, it was just so hard. She was so cute though

[csab]

Sending loads of Dont be too hard on yourself sweety it was such a natural response.

[~ Mylitta ~]

Mandy honey, don't feel bad for getting upset. Any response you feel is natural and people should respect that.

I even cried 4 times during one episode of "Scrubs" a couple of nights ago. It's my favorite comedy show so I never would have thought it could set me off, but it happened to be an episode with pregnancies and babies! I can't say I didn't feel a little silly, but at the same time I knew it was just because I couldn't stop thinking about the little baby that should still be in my tummy.

Take care and I hope you are doing ok...