a week ago today i was so excited to be going to my first ultrasound. i was 9 wks pregnant, couldnt afford to pay for first trimester downs syndrome screening so midwife organised dating scan to ease my mind.
after initial scan, sonographer advised internal scan, called in others and i was then told that pregnancy they were looking at was only 4-5 weeks still remnants of yolk sac, sorry no heartbeat.
this was my first pregnancy, my partner and i have been ttc for about a year and a half. we were so excited about conceiving we told everyone, mainly only a week or so ago, well we will know better next time.
spent 2 hours in emergency that night waiting to see an OBGYN, then had to go back the next morning for d&c.
was so in shock i asked no questions so i got no answers, only now are the questions actually forming and i dont know who to ask or what to do.
i only know that i have had a "missed " miscarriage because i looked it up on the net.
to anyone who reads this, i have read most of the stories here and they have been agreat comfort to me, also inspiring that we as women can overcome these sadnesses, i have a way to go yet but thaankyou.