hi i just lost my baby jordan on the 19th , a little over a wk ago at 18 wks gest.
I dont know where to go from here i feel alone so very alone and empty.
Im trying so very hard to be strong and keep it together for my two kids sake.
I dont know how much longer i can be everytime i feel like im coping and getting better i crash and i crash hard.I have recieved absolutley no support from any medical professional they all tell me not to worry im still young and ive got two kids.Its like ive got no right to be upset they continue to tell me look on the bright side it could of been worse, or theres so many other hard things a woman can go through.Even though i was supposed to be 18 wks i measured a few wks earlyer with no heart beat.For this reason because it turned out i wasnt actually 18 wks it apparentely wasnt a big deal.I was sent home only to return a few days later haemorraging and in full blown labour.Anyway im just so over this bullcrap any loss is a loss and everyone has the right to grieve.I dont know where to go from this and how to deal with this please can someone help.