Oh Stanos I am so so sorry to read of the heartbreak of saying goodbye to your daughter Ava...

This time is so very raw and so very painful. Please lean on this wonderful community of women (and men). There will be a time wwhen you will smile and laugh again.
Something that helped me was to plant something (I planted a rose) in rememberence of your daughter... It helped me...
Sending you love and hugs...