Christmas will be hard, but we have a little boy at our house who still joyously awaits to dawn of Christmas Morning and Santa arriving, so we will be brave and merry on the outside at least. We are taking Poppy's presents to the wishing tree today to give them to someone who will get joy from them this year. It was Xavier's choice if he wanted to keep them on give them to a baby who might not get many presents, and he chose to give them to another baby. My brave little man, keeping us going, as always.