Good luck at your appt on Thursday sweetie. Perhaps it is time to start investigating why this is happening, like BG suggested, if you haven't already been down that path?
I wish you the very best of luck hun, I truly hope this isn't the end of your journey
Ellie, I so understand how you feel. Everything you said in your last post, I find it running through my own head all the time. I don't have any words for you because there are no words. There is nothing anyone can say to make this pain better for you. But I can offering you understanding and hope that you can take some comfort knowing there are some of us out here that know exactly how you feel.
Keep going on that journey to be a mum, this all wouldn't be so painful for you if you weren't meant to be one.
Ellie, I'm so sorry to hear about your loss,and I'm really glad you've got caring medical people that understand you and really care about you, it's so important. You and DH take care of each other..our thoughts are with you. I hope your appointment on Thursday goes well.
You know what they say, a good cheese and a good wine and a good mum all take time to develop. (well, lets chalk this one to a Teaching Mum quote!) You will be a wonderful and fantastic mother!
I think I'm in denial today...preg symptoms are starting to lessen and I'm wondering if I dreamt the entire last few months of the FET process and BFP...a strange day. Thanks everyone for your kind words xxx
Ellie: I'm hoping you are feeling a bit better today, that the sadness is gradually lifting, and that you find the strength to keep going.
I think that right now isn't the time to make any decisions on whether you and your DH will try again. Let yourselves grieve, and then take it from there.
Lovely to hear from your Alisia...I think I'm doing ok. I just want some answers I can't do this again. My FS is seeing us tomorrow morning so hopefully he will have some ideas. I've also made an appointment with the dr that took my gallbladder and appendics out last year. He has mentioned celiac disease and as I have IBS I'm going to see if he will do some testing for that too. And yesterday...very bizarre...having coffee with a friend and her brother has had 3 mc's and turned out his partner had the helicobacter bacteria which was making her sick and as soon as they sorted that out she was fine and they've just had a baby. So a few more things to rule out...I can't even remember my life before TTC...I never imagined it could take this long! Keep in touch hun xxx
Hi LizJessie...yep...again...I started spotting today...only light but has made this all very 'real'. Looking forward to seeing FS tomorrow now...I want answers!!!
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