I am sooooo sorry for what you have had to go through.I know only too well the additional pain inflicted by some medical "professionals".

I can also relate to your fealing of not being able to go through this again..... and it is hard, especially in the first few weeks. Each day you dont know how or why you get out of bed, each day is full of a pain that is unbearable. Each day you tare yourself up inside. Each day you grieve.

I know it sounds courney but........ Time is the best healer. We will never get over our loss..... no matter what others might say, a life is a life no matter how small. What will happen however is that we LEARN how to go on. We take one step at a time ONE DAY AT A TIME!

Dont expect anything out of yourself just go one day at a time. Grieve and allow yourself to and do it at your pace.

And this web site..... is probably the best place for you to be. It has helped me no end. I have met some wonderful ladies in here.

I remember seing a thread in here called "TTC (trying to conceive) after miscarriage" and I thought .... how could they.... how could they have the strength to keep going or the strength to consider the possibility that it could happen again...... and yet just one month after my angel babies left me, thats where you will find me most of the time, surrounded by AMAIZING ladies i have grown to respect greatly. They help me more than I can put into words.

So Sad wombat, deal with it in your terms..... the ladies on here are here for you. You dont have to wonder if they understand...... UNFORTUNATELY we understand but FORTUNATLY you also understand us and thats why this site helps so much.......

Dont be a stranger.... We are all here for you