AnnaToo - I am deeply sorry that you have experienced a loss. I found out that I had lost my angel at 8w1d and was devastated. Luckily I was able to take just over a week off work to grieve and DH was really supportive. Is there any chance you can take some sick/personal leave at work to give yourself a little extra time to yourself?

Please don't lose hope in your body. My obstetrician told me that there was about a 99% chance that the baby didn't survive because of a chromosomal problem, and that it had nothing to do with my body and that there was nothing I could have done differently. I'm sure this is the same for you.

Like you, I had morning sickness the entire time and no signs of miscarriage, so I think that our bodies were doing a really good job of making all the right hormones (hence the sickness) and just trying to hold onto our little bubbas with all their might (hence no miscarriage).

Trust in your emotions and greive whenever you need to, for how ever long you need to, and whatever way you need to. There is no right or wrong way to grieve. And if you decide you would like to TTC again, then come join us in the TTC after loss thread. There is an amazing group of women in there that are extremely compassionate and supportive. They have helped me enormously and will welcome you with open arms