Hopefulone, I am so sorry for the loss of your precious baby. Make sure you ask for help when you need it, especially let your DH know that you need his support more than ever. I will keep you in my prayers and ask that the next few weeks are kind to you. Feel free to grieve for your lost child. If nothing else, know that you can always come here and to talk to us, as we all understand the difficult journey you are on.
Take care and big hugs.