I'm so sorry for your pain and sadness. I'll keep you in my prayers.

Personally, I think you're very brave for going back. I'm a nurse, too, and the last thing I'd want is to have to see other happy moms and babies. I know how that sounds, but it's how I'd feel.

In a sense, MC never leaves you, you'll always remember. But you will feel interested in life again someday, on your own timetable.

If you need to rant, come here because we all understand what you've been through.