I know I have jsut been thinking of how sad it must be for him. I am thinking of pulling him out of childcare. IT will be hard, but my parents have said that they can help out more, so that I can still work.

We have asked the director to set up a meeting as we want to know why we were not told about this. He also now has a referral to a child psychiatrist, as we happened to have a pead appt for DD, and basically hijacked her appt to discuss all of what has been going on in the past few weeks.

I really want him out of the childcare. Basically what the EI lady told us (As she observed him there a month ago, but also didn't tell me what was going on till now) was that as he is not distruptive, he just gets left. That's just not on and not fair!

I get the feeling from the kinder that they really don't want him as the kinder teacher keeps telling me it is going to be such a busy group FOR HER. Not my problem. That their own planning problem.

I am also now got the guilts about all my focus being on J, so little Miss E is missing out.

I wonder if I will ever be able to accept this. I just don't think I can