FJ, I don't know if you remember me. I used to be Rayla72 and I'm a friend of Trish's (Tehya's mum).

Don't be too hard on yourself. It's incredibly hard being consistently patient with special needs kids, not to mention the fact that you're so heavily pregnant and all the stress that brings. I've lost it with my 9yo autistic daughter too so I get the guilt, but it's important to just wipe the slate clean and keep on truckin'. Tomorrow's another day.