your not the one letting him down hon...all the 'experts' have let you down by seeing it and not helping you at all

Go back to your GP and demand a referal to Pead. The waiting list can be upto 6 months so the quicker you do it the better hon.

It is completely normal to grieve the child you thought you had hon and to feel lost, not in control and overwhelmed. There is so much outthere information wise that it can be so foggy.
Take a deep breath hon...yourve done so many wonderful things with him to try and get help..but when you have to fight for your child sometimes you need to scream to be heard. Get those lungs ready
again dear lady