sorry I can't relate,

but I agree with the other girls, your mum will cope for a few hours. and Besides she has 7 nights a week to sleep. Helping you out say on Saturday nights for a while isn't going to kill her, and she will like that you have accepted her help.

Don't feel bad about your feelings, it is good that you have been ale to express them on here. It doesn't matter what your age, a colic or reflux baby is hard. It's hard enough when a well baby won't go back to sleep at 2 am.

Remember you are doing a great job!!