Oh sweetie, I hear you!

Assemble an army. Get who you can to come over and take baby for an outing or walk for a couple of hours. Eat, shower and sleep in this time. You will feel stronger if you know you can get a break. Don't be afraid to ask for help, this is no reflection on you, your parenting or the colour of your hair.

You are not alone. I'm so glad you came in here - I don't know what I would have done without BB during this time (DS is 3 now). He settled a little at 4 months and I don't think I got out of my pj's the whole time!

:hugs: