Oh hun, I hear you. Those first few months were a complete blur to me. Is there anyone who can give you a hand with bubs so that you can take a hot shower and even catch a few mins of rest? Just hang in there, as the other ladies said it does get easier.

Oh and my advice about those books, ignore them! I got myself worried sick that my bub didn't do what the books said but I just came to accept that all babies are different and your bub is writing his own book.

HTH

Lv Spring