Baby socks did you have a traumatic birth in the hospital? What was reason for your decision to homebirth next time?

The thought of PPH scares me too. I went to my 38 week hospital appointment and was told amongst other things that I have the same chance of uterine rupture as the last time, even after I birthed my baby naturally (he was my VBAC).
As a result when (or if) I come into hospital I have to have constant foetal monitoring. I really just want to birth at home, because of the fear of being treated badly again etc but they really know how to put the fear into a near due pregnant woman.

So I don't know what to do now. I am just really worried and anxious about having this baby (my fourth)