Once again you ladies always seem to have the words that touch me and help me through . Thank you!!!

I guess with my family there is nothing I can do except wait and see while keeping everything crossed that they will come around and love and accept our precious little baby, whether it be a boy or girl. I truely hope that they don't believe that I am trying to replace my beautiful angel nephew. I have tried to talk to my family about it but it made it worse, sadly. Guess this one is out of my hands.

As for coming on the 20th I had never thought of it the other way - how it can fill that day with a new meaning of love and joy. Bit obvious now you very clever ladies have pointed it out to me. I truely believe in the power of a woman's mind & body when it comes to labouring so maybe I just need to give myself a very stern talking to before hand. One lady at work actually does massages to help resolve issues that might be blocking your body going into labour. I might just need to make an appt when my due date is approaching.

Thanks for your opinions, help and support everyone. I feel really quite selfish worrying about me and how it is affecting me when my whole family is in quite a mess at the moment.


I think I need to go back to my psychologist (I'd been going so well for a while).