LOL... so many posts while I was typing up my last one!

Fi -
I dont want you to go through all that labour again, and have the c/s, and feel like you missed out.
This is why I will never, ever let them induce me ever again. I'd rather have a c/s than go through that again. So, yeah, basically if I decide on VBAC, that's what I'll be doing - wholeheartedly. I'll have to go into labour on my own without intervention for it to happen. If pre-eclampsia happens as a result of my BP then I guess a caesar will be the go but at least that'll be out of my control (tho aspect of the caesar will be in my control... I won't be letting them bugger me around again).

Shannon - One good thing about Hamilton Hospital... the birthing suites don't fill up! Hoorah! You're right... my induction was stuffed up because of stupid hospital politics. They didn't have room for me so they slowed the process down. By the time they were ready to give me more gel, I'd had enough and was in agony. I really was stuffed around before and after the birth... but I didn't jump up and down enough... something that'll be different this time around. I wanted to be a perfect patient last time. This time I want to be the biggest PITA known to man!! hahaha

Caro - totally get what you're saying and it's definitely food for thought. I do need to get the "failure" idea out of my head before it all starts happening.